Living the crazy life.

My life has been hectic lately.
I took my sister in.. my mom had kicked her out due to her gf.
My mom was convinced that my sister was cheating on her with our freshly turned 17 yo cousin.
My sister believed my mom had it all in her head - which isn't unreasonable because my mom is known to get quite delusional and make shit up sometimes.. we've learned to kind of just accept that she's a bit crazy sometimes..
Anyway... I took her and her gf into my home.. they've been here about 3 or 4 months? I'm not sure..
I had always respected her gf and her being in my home. I also respected their relationship.
I did have to step in a few times when my sister was really struggling with her mental and emotional health due to her gf...
Well, a lot of things have been unfolding over the past few weeks.. My sisters gf got caught by our grandma sneaking out and meeting our cousin after school and hiding out behind the stadium in our city..
My sister got understandably upset and had her gf promise that she blocked our cousin on social medias and her phone number. Her gf supposedly blocked her.
Well, my sister told me and had believed that her gf was "being good" and that she was angry that our aunt kept asking about if her gf was on the phone with her daughter.
My aunt ended up printing out our cousins phone records and then asked my sister for her gfs number - well, surprise surprise they had been talking every night for the past few weeks... I am assuming that her gf was deleting the calls etc.
My sister then confronted her gf who got physical with her and really hurt my sisters arm socket/shoulder. My sister then broke up with her and kicked her out.
Then... last night my cousin said she had a "new gf named Genesis" - my aunt asked today what street sisters ex gf is living on, my sister told her, and yep, it happens to be the same street that she picked her daughter up at the night before at 11 pm.
Unfortunately, there's nothing my aunt can do since age of consent in our state is 16.
My sister is heartbroken, obviously. And not very stable at all..
And now I'm sad because I've been here for her, helping her through all of this all this time and since all of this has been going on she's been out with other friends and she won't talk to me much at all. She treats me more like I'm a mom than a sister and not much like a friend at all. I feel so distant from her when all I try to do is be there for her, support her, and love her. But it feels like she doesn't want me.
Her ex was also really abusive toward her.. mentally, emotionally, and psychologically. My sister often ended up self harming and becoming very suicidal because of her ex gf.. I even had to hide my sisters meds and I give her one dose every night just to be sure she's safe (because she's talked about overdosing a lot and often).
Idk... I feel sad and I feel alone.

I don't really have any friends either.
I have my husband and he's fantastic but he's either working or busy helping with the kids so we don't get a lot of time to actually spend with each other.
Blah.

I should get back to writing here more often.
I've just been feeling so drained with this pregnancy.
I'm at 17 weeks. I'm exhausted quite often.

I put Lailah back into school...
So much has changed..
I really need to get back to writing more often and get things up to speed.

I also went to Salem this past month in Oct, I saw a psychic and it was phenomenal.

For now, I'm gonna go but I hope to be back soon.