Wow, I haven't written in a long while.
You know what that means right... I've been struggling.
I ended up getting scammed by Sujai Johnson of the Gentle Parents Unite group for a lot of money which really hurt me and caused me to lose a lot of faith in others and in myself. I pulled away from the internet a lot since then and I've been mostly just battling with my depression and taking care of my home and family. I broke up with my other partner, Brad, which I am not having any issues with, I'm glad I did, it wasn't a good fit.
Justin and I started trying for our last baby soon after Christmas last year and we got pregnant very first try so we are expecting our last little baby, I am currently about 9 weeks pregnant.
Other than that I don't have too much to add. I am still hoping to return to school after this baby is born and ages a bit to the age I feel safe enough to leave him or her. Unless I take night classes I guess because I would always feel comfortable leaving baby at home with Justin.
Not much else to add... I really just came on here to add a note to Bennett and maybe update Althea's blog as well.
Ah, I'll also add that I have finally finished applying for disability, for my depression/anxiety/etc. I'll know if I get approved within the next 4 months or so... only time will tell..
I feel so completely useless and worthless "needing" disability for us to get by. But I know working right now is not good for my mental or emotional health whatsoever. I will one day feel better, I know I will, but for now, I'm just trying to care for my children and stay alive at the same time.
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