Happy birthday !

Technically yesterday, the 10th, was my baby girl's birthday ! She turned 4 ! I can not believe she is already 4! They grow up so fast. I could never explain my feelings for her and the only people who could ever understand or know how I feel are people who have children and love them to death. She is my absolute everything, she is what gets me through each difficult day, she's the face I stare at before I fall asleep at night, the one I read bedtime stories to every night, the one who I feel I could never live without. Watching her grow up has been an amazing thing for me. To watch this innocent little baby turn into this adorable, smart, beautiful, kind, warm, bright, just perfect, little girl. She is the light to my tunnel and everything I do in life, I do for her. She has became my purpose, my dedication, giving my love to her is my ambition in life, she's everything I ever could have asked for. Crazy mom? Maybe. Writing this I have tears in my eyes. Why does she have to grow up so fast? I guess I just have to treasure her while I have her. <3

On another note, Mark went and looked at furniture today. He purchased a bedroom set. Our first bedroom set, that is all ours! It'll be delivered next Weds. Other than that, nothing really new with the moving situation just yet. He's still sleeping on an air mattress and the fridge is full of beer and pizza rolls. LOL. I love him so much. Along with Lailah, he completes my life ! Although, another baby in the future would be a blessing too ! ;] But sometimes I forget all that I have already and everything I'm working so hard for. ...

... I just wrote a really long thing and my computer erased it. Yeah, not the most exciting feeling in the world.

I'm going to skip some of what I said.. anyways.

Today I didn't see much of Lai because I had work.. but after work at 7:30 I brought her to eat at Friendly's and they sang the happy birthday song to her, her face was just priceless ! She looked so confused like, how do you know it's my birthday? LOL, so cute ! And today for the first time, I watched her write her name on her Friendly's paper, perfectly ! Well, as perfect as a 4 year old could do anyways ! It was great. I am so proud of her !! 

Well, it's late, or early, however you look at it. I should be off to bed.. Goodnight :]

Got my baby girl sleeping next to me and my lovely bf fell asleep on cam, so at least I can feel like he's here. <3