Short post

Where are we?

Well, we got food stamps which is extremely helpful. Although, I really hate getting help. It makes me feel weak and I feel judged whenever I take out the card. I wish I didn't need help or any sort of assistance.
I can't wait to start school. I'm so excited. I really just want to pretend like this is my new start and a fresh new chapter for me and my family. By family I mean Justin, Lailah, and Noel. :)
Not much else has really been happening. Recently I made Lailah's teacher Miss B, A blanket. I felt really proud of myself, it came out really well. I loved it. But that's what I spent my time doing.
I don't really know how I'm going to spend my time this summer. All I know is that I want to spend more time being interactive with my kids. Maybe take Lailah and some cards to the beach or the park. Bring Lailah to my moms pool for short visits. I don't know but I'll figure something out. I also need to get this room in order and get all our laundry sorted - it's a disaster. Blah.
I've sort of shut off from a lot of people. I talk to Tom, my family, my parents - sort of, and Tiffany sometimes. Other than that I don't do much. I deleted a ton of people off FB and I left a lot of groups.