Today is the third day I feel good on my meds. I actually don't feel depressed and like I want to die for the first time in a long time. Things feel good. We actually have money in the bank, we were able to get things for the house that we needed, we have two amazing kids who mean everything to us, work is going well for us both, and my mom gave me her van!!
I love her van! It has the option of heated seats, air conditioning and heat, button operated doors, button operated locks, a huge backseat and trunk, and latch system for carseats!! It's amazing. I am so thankful that she gave it to me. My only worry is the price of car insurance on it. But we will see.
Today I had a good day.. Justin and I got things for the house with the kids and then we came home and cleaned the house! We cleaned the bathroom spotless, cleaned the kitchen spotless, and cleaned the two bedrooms as well. We made the other bedroom Lailah's bedroom and hopefully with some time and comfort she will begin sleeping in there comfortably. I want to get her a nightlight first though. My thoughts are a bedtime routine... I just hope we can fit it all in - time wise, after work.
As for Noel, I want to get him a toddler bed and start working on him sleeping in that in our room, as well. I feel this may take a lot of effort but it'll be worth the space in the long run - even though I love sleeping with him, I miss my cuddles with my Justin.
Well, we're going to eat something quick, watch our show, and then sleep. Tomorrow we're going to go get that toddler bed for Noel, nightlight for Lai, and go grocery shopping. Gnight!
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