I went last Tuesday and checked myself into the mental health hospital. I had pushed Tom away the night before and Tuesday morning I could not stop crying. I cried and cried, any time someone looked at me or tried to talk to me I just cried. I decided I needed the extra help. I got in by Tuesday afternoon and stayed until today. They put me on two medications - anti depressants, Effexor - and a mood stabilizer, Trileptal. So, we will see how it goes. Hopefully they help.
So far - it's been a week on the meds and I don't feel any different yet. Yesterday I was feeling sad and today I am also feeling sad. This morning I woke up and ended up having the worst panic attack of my life - I literally felt like I could not breathe at all.
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