Tonight I went out walking with Justin and Noel. We walked for 3 hours playing Pokemon Go and I stickered all of downtown Pawtucket with Intactivist stickers.
Justin went with his dad to look at cars which didn't accomplish anything as they were mostly all closed but that's ok. He called some family and told them about our situation and supposedly an uncle of his is going to give us a car for $150. We will see in time how that goes... but it's cheap enough to buy and see how it goes... $150 is a lot of money but not for reliable transportation.
I've been reading to Noel more often recently and I am proud of myself for that. Seems so little but for me it is so big.
I've been a lot more active recently than I have in the past. I've been walking more, doing more activities with the kids, reading more, we go to the library, etc. I feel somewhat accomplished. I am not perfect but I am slowly moving forward into being who I want to become.
I am worried about Justin starting school this month on the 15th because I will miss him a lot and I am scared that I will feel very lonely without him during the week. He will be working from 7-3 then school from 5-10 until next October, not this October. :( It feels like such a long time but I am hoping that it will pass quickly.. He is going to get his HVAC-R licensing. And then hopefully (fingers crosses) he gets a good paying job in that field.
My cousin posted on fb about an app called Habitica which I downloaded and hope it will help me accomplish daily tasks. It's a game, sort of, that rewards you for completing tasks that you program into it. So, I programmed into it playing with the kids, going for walks, normal daily tasks, cleaning, cooking, showering, etc... Hopefully it will help motivate me to become who I want to become. Because often times I feel the want to do something but don't have much motivation to get up and do it, which is my biggest struggle.
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