So today I went into work late and talked to my manager about our situation and everything that is going on. He was extremely understanding and said he's willing to work with us. He's willing to let me go into work late, stay late, take days off.. etc until we can get things situated.
So today he told me to go home and work on getting things started to be fixed.
I came home and treated my head for head lice. Then we went to get the paperwork for foodstamps and child care assistance before going to vote for Bernie in the primaries !! Wooo hooo!!
I felt pretty sad today but my meds help me A LOT with staying stable. I felt sad but never had suicidal thoughts or anything. I was doing my best to reinforce positive thoughts in my head. I was trying to convince myself that all of this is for the best so I can finally purge my family from my life. It's the way for us to start anew. It will be difficult but we will make it on our own without anyone else's help.
We decided on trying to get food stamps and child care assistance. Tomorrow I'm going to go down to the office to go over everything with DHS to get assistance. I think we will be able to get at least the childcare assistance. Which will be the most helpful because then we can both still work and he can get his CDL license. And once he gets his CDL and gets a job we would be good.
A lot of big goals but we will make it work.
So, tomorrow is our first step... bringing in everything we need to get childcare and hopefully food stamps for food assistance, because at the moment we are living off cereal, waffles, pizza, pasta, and spaghettios. So yeah.... but we will get through this and we will succeed.
LOL my mom sent a cop over here to get her key for the van. I really badly wanted to tell them that we left it in her hallway and toss it down the gutter but we gave it to them. From this day forward all ties with my mom will be completely severed.
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