I'm feeling so emotional. I haven't heard from Liz since Oct 1st. I didn't even know what Bennett was for Halloween! Today I messaged a woman that I met in an adoption group, that knows Liz and is friends with her on fb. She sent me a photo of Bennett in his costume. He was Curious George. And now I feel like crying.
I texted Liz last Sunday but no response at all.
I worry about if they're ok or not - if Bennett is healthy and safe or not. :(
It hurts.
I hate how this effects me. I wish I could just not feel any of this. It's been almost 6 fucking years, why can't I just feel better already?
I just wish he knew me and that we could see each other. I wish he could know that he's adopted and that I love him. But idk if he will for a very long time. :(
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