Made it to 33 weeks!

Today is Weds and I am 33 weeks pregnant ! I've made it through another 2 weeks, keeping this little one inside of me. :) Another 4 weeks would be great ! I really want baby as healthy as can be so he or she can come right home with me. <3 I'm looking forward to breastfeeding, cuddling, and watching this new baby grow. :) I had an u/s yesterday where I was told that baby is estimating about 4lbs 5oz !! Healthy baby! Part of me is super excited but the other part is freaking out. I don't even remember how to take care of a baby. I'm nervous about it. I just want to be the best mom I can be.

A few things about Lailah. :) We are leaving soon to go to Lailah's friend Bella's Birthday party! I hope she enjoys it and that Bella like the gift Lailah picked out for her. Also - she called her dad yesterday and he asked me if Lailah could go with his parents for Thanksgiving to visit him. Now that means that she would be leaving on my birthday, miss Thanksgiving with me, and could potentially miss out on the arrival of her sibling. And as much as I want to say No, absolutely not! You don't even deserve her! I don't want to be the thing standing in the way of her seeing her dad when she's shared with me how much she misses him and wishes that he'd come home to her. I can't be selfish with her for her own benefit. So, today I talked to her and I told her about my birthday, Thanksgiving, and her siblings arrival.

She thought about it and said, "I don't care. I just don't know I guess. Because if I make a choice then I want to say both. I want to stay with you but I also want to see my dad and I know that I can't choose both so - I don't know."
She's so smart. So I let her know that it's a difficult decision and that she doesn't have to figure it all out right now, that she has time to think about it. She then said that she would really like to go see her dad but that having time to think about it is nice in case she changes her mind.
She's so grown up and intelligent I can't believe it. <3
Also - she did really well with her homework today and I was really proud of her, even though it took her a while of me repeating myself for her to really listen and try to understand it.
I'm going to soon be crocheting her a Lalaloopsy hat - I hope it comes out well. :)

I crocheted an Elmo hat for Bennett for Christmas! It's so cute and I'm so happy. It might be a little big on him, but I'm hoping it'll be okay and that they'll put it on him this winter! :) I want to also crochet Liz a hat - I really hope she likes it! :)