Arcade!

The past couple days have been severely uneventful. I've pretty much lounged in bed in my nursing bra and panties constantly nursing Noel or trying to catch up on some sleep. Having him hasn't been easy on my sleep but completely worth it.
Since I haven't really been doing much of anything and my mom has been helping me out majorly with Lailah - I decided to take Lailah out for a day of fun. I've been feeling really bad about not spending as much time with her as I did before Noel came along. So today we went to breakfast and then went to the arcade at the mall! She had a lot of fun. I'm really happy that she did.

I've been feeling cranky lately. Not depressed. I don't feel suicidal or anything like that - not yet at least, and hopefully I won't. But I have been cranky. I'm going to assume it's the lack of sleep. I get between 2-4 hours of sleep a night and I'm sure it's what's making me feel annoyed by almost every little thing. I just feel snappy. I'm working on it - but in the moment I just seem to not know how else to react. I just feel like everyone is getting on my last nerve. Blah. I need to keep working on self-control and my emotions apparently.

Not much else going on. Lailah starts back at school tomorrow and I'm going to be trying to sleep during the day while Noel sleeps. Possibly catch up on some more.
In regards to my last post - I am sometimes feeling some pain still from the whole bladder ordeal. I worry that my bladder is going to fill back up and cause that immense pain again. Guess only time will tell though..

Well, Until next time readers.