Just keeping an update.

It's been about a week since I've last posted. Not too much going on.
Lailah's starting 1st grade tomorrow. I have no idea where time has gone because it does not feel as if I should have a child that's entering 1st grade. I'm happy and excited for her though and I'm hoping she loves it.
Not too much going on with Noel. He's now standing on his own, although, not walking yet. He has 6 teeth. He shakes his head yes and no and seems to understand each of their meanings. He rocks his head to music or singing. He's a really good, happy baby. Although, he did just get over being ill, which was not fun at all! He was not so happy lol he screamed a lot. But he seems to be feeling better now.
We're still waiting on that job Justin may or may not get. He's been calling weekly to see where he stands, he will be calling back again tomorrow to check again. So, nothing to report on that.
I just finished crocheting a poncho and a hat for Noel, dinosaur themed. It's adorable and I'm pretty proud of myself. I love it.
I have Bennett's pirate themed blanket in the closet in a bag halfway done. I want to finish it but at the same time I don't. I feel like it's HIS. And since it's HIS, I don't want to let it go yet. I feel like I'm just not ready. I want him to have it. But I just feel I can't let it go yet. I told Liz that I would probably be sending it for Christmas though. I still haven't even been able to send out his birthday present yet and I feel really guilty about that. I just don't have the money right now to ship. :/ I hate it. I feel guilty and bad.
I'm starting school in 2 weeks. I'm really nervous. I'm hoping I can do really well and get the good grades I want. I'm so afraid of failure. But as I've learned the worst failure is having never tried because then you can't succeed at all. I'm pumping milk for Noel for when I'm in school and so far I have 65 1/2 oz. My goal is 100 oz but I don't think I'm going to hit that. But here's to trying!
Yeah, not much else to note atm.