I've been feeling a lot of very strong intense emotions today. I have been seeing so much trauma everywhere I look, it's all over the place, so much pain...
A 2 year old has been eaten by an alligator, he was attacked at a Disney resort while vacationing with his parents.
A 13 year old was raped, potentially by her brother, carried her baby and CPS came and kidnapped him from her.
A 3 year old had climbed into a gorilla enclosure at a zoo and the gorilla was shot and killed.
These are just the most recent terrible things that have happened that I just can barely tolerate. I hate the world. I hate other humans.
Today for the first time ever I have actually craved morphine/other strong medical grade painkilling medications. Because they make me feel so relieved. Not just physically either. I have never ever craved these medications in my life before today and yet, boom here I am. I am so bent out of shape.
What kind of world is this? There is so much pain, trauma, and hurt everywhere. And idk how to help. I just wish I could help save people from these traumas and pain. I wish I could be their hero.
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