Not much to report. I'm wide awake at 2am making pizza... Noel woke me up at 12midnight and now he's hungry... I am too so I don't mind.
I'm talking to Tom again... he's my best friend and I don't think I ever truly could cut him out of my life. He's one of the only people that is there for me and actually cares for me and understands me. I would be stupid to not have him in my life. But I'm still upset about this girl he's talking to. I paused for a moment after writing girl - I thought about how she is older than me and replacing girl with woman, but then I thought about her maturity level and thought that I better not. I'm kind of upset that he is still talking to her and I'm sure part of it is jealousy but another part is I feel like he's choosing her over me. He's still talking to her after she told him she doesn't want him talking to me. I mean he is putting in the effort to still talk to me and be there for me so maybe I shouldn't feel so upset but I do... Blah.
It shouldn't really matter I guess because he's been showing me that she's not replacing me by making time for me and playing games online with me. Well, actually yesterday, he was playing a game online with me while he was on skype with me as well and he muted me and talked on the phone with her the entire time we were on skype together and that kind of really truly bothered me but I felt like it wasn't my place to tell him I didn't want him to since I know he has limited time before having to go to work and I'm lucky he's even making time for me at all. :/
Tomorrow is more state primaries for the upcoming election. I am hoping that Bernie wins each state and pull ahead of Hillary. That he wins this election and becomes our next president. We truly need him.. he's our only hope for America at this moment. Tomorrow California votes and they have one of the biggest delegate counts so we really need Bernie to win Cali. I'm nervous about the shit they (they being whoever it is that is causing voter suppression and such) might try to pull tomorrow. I'm pulling for Bernie though, it's not over until it's over.
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