I'm weak.

Guess what? Last night I stayed at Mark's house. Lai is at her grandparents house. I miss her. I can't wait til she comes home later. Anyways. Yeah, I know, I'm weak and he got his own way. But I'm falling for him. I don't think he'll hurt me. I been hurt worse before. Maybe the delicious food is worth the after pain. Maybe he won't be poison. But I'll never know if I don't try. I'm crazy about him. I'll just wait it out I guess, or try to. Maybe the less time I spend with him the easier it'll be. I think he likes me but he's scared and confused because of my kids. If he plays me cuz I'm pregnant and hurts me, I will tell EVERYONE he knows, EVERYTHING! Cuz I'm a bitch like that.
Karma. I'ma  fan.

I'm an obsessive person. When I can't stop thinking about someone or something, there's nothing I can do. Right now, it's Mark.
I'm going nuts and it's annoying me. He was supposed to text me. But didn't. I texted him. He said he was in a meeting. Okay, then at 10 he said he was just getting out. So then I said call me when you get home? And no answer. Wtf?
Ugh!