I'm upset that I haven't gotten my ultrasound photos. It's been almost a week and I haven't gotten them because the machine was broken.
Unfair.
I keep getting crazy Deja Vu. Like I've already lived periods of time before. Like I've gone back through a time warp. Like I know I've already done all of this. And I don' know why it keeps happening. But it's a bit creepy.
Every day, I try to push Mark away. I don't know what he wants from me. I'm having another baby in a few months. I feel like he deserves much better than me. He's district manager in his company, he owns his own office. He's a great guy. But I wonder what he wants with me. He tells me he likes me. But he doesn't want a relationship. Especially with a girl with two kids. Then why does he continue seeing me?
Answer: Cuz he likes me.
But that's not a great answer.
Why does he still call me even if I'm mean and say I'm gonna stop seeing him?
Why does he always want me over, every night?
Why does he like to cuddle with me and kiss me?
If I didn't have kids, would he want me?
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