Today I feel numbed. I want to go out with a friend, like Tay or Ashley but I don't want to talk to a guy anymore.
Part of me wants to talk to Mark but I know that won't happen. Another part of me wants to talk to Scott but apparently he can't keep his word. He said he'd text me when he woke up. I doubt he's been asleep since 3am til now.
I'd rather feel this than the depression but I'm afraid those feelings will be back tonight like usual. Last night I was texting Scott and I guess were gonna try to get our friendship back. If we can, we'll get a house down there and I'll leave here. But my top goals are school for now and getting a car.
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