Dear baby,
There is so much to say and so little words to get across what is in my overflowing heart. Finding out that I was expecting you was a very welcome surprise. I am so happy that you found your way to me and that you will bless me to be your mother. You are so loved already by your daddy, your sister, and myself. Daddy loves to feel you kick every night and your big sister tries to get you to move all the time ! I think she already annoys you. :p
Before you I was hurting a lot and you gave me hope again. You helped me know that I am a good mother and I deserve to have you. You have no idea how happy I am that you are doing well and that I haven't lost you. In the beginning I was so afraid that I didn't deserve you and that you would be taken from me. But every little movement I know that you'll be in my arms one day and be another piece in our family. <3
I want you to know how thankful I am for you coming into our lives. Thank you for growing and staying strong. Thank you for the strong heartbeats and the even stronger kicks ! Thank you for always alerting me that you are there. Thank you for bringing me out of the depression I was in and letting me know I do deserve to be happy and I do deserve my children. I want to thank you for helping me heal. I also want to thank you for helping me know who is loyal in my life and who needed to go. You've helped me weed out my life from so much negativity.
I can wait for you to get here.. as long as you keep on kicking away and get those amazing hiccups sometime soon for me to feel ! But I will be over joyed the moment I get to hold you in my arms, staring at you and kissing you ! Daddy is going to have a hard time getting a hold of you. :p I just want to hold you and cuddle with you, feeling you against my chest and your tiny heart beating against my own. But stay put and keep your growing you !
We will always be here for you. Your daddy, sister, and myself. We are so happy that you are on your way to us. We can't wait to bring you to all your sisters favorite places because she's pretty convinced that they will be your favorite too ! She will be your best friend ! And I will always be here to listen to you both and guide you both through every obstacle in life. To be there through the good and the more difficult. I just really want to watch you grow everyday, take a bajillion pictures of you, and get many many pictures and memories with you and your amazing big sister !
<3 We are waiting for you. :) Our little precious one.
<3 Love Mommy and the rest of the gang. :p
Names we are considering -
Girls:
Felicity Belle
Evangeline Eira
Boys:
Caius
Arro
Gabriel
Thomas (middle maybe)
Judah
Alaric
Braxton
Dalian
Rowan
Milo
Greyson
Declan
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