Here's to Hoping for the Best.

I just got back from my interview at a childcare center. I had my interview with the director there. She seemed to have really liked me but who knows. I don't want to talk negatively or worry so this will probably be kept short. She asked me a lot of questions and I answered to the best of my ability. I didn't end up telling her about my pregnancy or anything because the owner is out of town/on vacation for a week - a week and a half and I didn't want that floating around in her head as to why I wouldn't make a good candidate for the position. I am very very interested in this position. Full benefits offered after 3 months and they want a 2 year commitment so it's stability ! I know that I'll be good for at least 2 years. I just hope that it pays well also.

At 2:15 I have a meeting with a lawyer my uncle knows who might be able to help me get this divorce out of the way from Scott... finally. He's not doing it so I guess I have to. If this doesn't work I guess I'll look into legal aid. Just got to keep taking life one day at a time.
-Update- I met with the lawyer and he wants $170 for the filing fee which is fine, but then he wants $500 down and then payments until I pay off $1200. I called my mother and she said that she had her entire divorce done for $500 without counting in the filing fees. So she's going to make me an appt with that lawyer hopefully and I'll sit down with her and see what she is asking and make sure that she was saying all the same things as the other lawyer I just spoke to. So, we'll see where I stand after that.

Then at 5:30 I have my Physical Therapy appt to go to again then every Tues and Thurs for the next month. See if it'll help my back out.
-Update- Just got back from my physical therapy. Apparently, my right hip is unaligned and rotated forward and my left hip is unaligned and rotated backwards causing problems for my sacrum in turn creating my lower back pain. So at physical therapy we are working on realigning my hips and strengthening the surrounding muscles to hold them in place. 

Oh I also had a talk with my mother yesterday. She came by in her car and I went out and spoke to her. I told her that I want respect and that's what I need or else I don't want to be around her. So, we'll see how it goes this time and if it doesn't work out then I'll need to cut off from her for a while again. But I am hoping that that won't be the case and that I can be treated with respect. I know that she wants to be involved in her grandchildren's lives, so let's hope that is enough incentive.